Archive for 'General Rants' Category
The monotony of life
20 February 2008I get up, I go to work, I go clean stalls, I come home and paint, I go to bed LATE, I get up, I go to work…
I hate winter. It’s too cold to ride, too cold to enjoy myself outside. I am not getting enough exercise because my life is on hold in the [...]
Annoyances
14 February 2008I am super-highly annoyed today. Here is a short, succinct list of the various annoyances that come to mind at this moment:
The internet server at work has BLOCKED my own website, so now I cannot even look at it during the day. I cannot edit it or anything…what a total pain.
People who make bold, generous [...]
Stupor Bowl
3 February 2008Yeah, I didn’t even watch the stupor bowl. Football – GAH.
I felt very furniture-like all day, but I got over it by evening. I will tell you this – some day some people will be very surprised about me, and I will be missed someday by someone. I would love to leave an empty space [...]
Depth
21 January 2008I am about as down as a person can be. This has been one of the worst weeks for me personally. I can do nothing right around here. I cannot even speak without getting attacked. It’s like everyone is on a mission to bring me don completely, and stomp all over me to make sure [...]
Failure is in the non-attempt
16 January 2008Ok, I had a small setback in my quest to be a nomad the other day. Today I vow to rectify it. It’s only a mistake if you don’t bother fixing it…and I will fix it.
My big attempt is to be patient today. Count to 10, count to 20, count to 3,000 – whatever it [...]
Fried like a Chicken in Kentucky
12 December 2007Yep, I am fried. Lord get me successfully through this weekend, that’s all I ask. I am being pulled in a thousand different directions, and none of them I care to travel.
In order to pay for Christmas, I took in a LARGE number of art orders. Now I am spending every spare moment of my [...]
Surround Sound
26 October 2007As always in my life, I go from the highest of the highs crashing down to the pits of the lows. Supposedly I only have myself to blame, because I am just that bad of a person. I seem to have surrounded myself with negative people who share a goal in bringing me down down [...]
Perfection, expectations
10 October 2007I am not perfect, so how can I expect others to be?
Interesting thought. Sometimes people get SO focused on wehat is wrong with the people around them. We spend a lot of hours agonizing over what someone is doing that we don’t agree with…why they act the way they do, dress the way they do, [...]
Abject Misery
8 October 2007That title describes me to a ‘T’. This nose thing is making my life a living hell. It’s been packed since Saturday…I cannot breathe, and it is causing severe pain in my nose, sinus, and head. No wonder the doctor prescribed me Vicodin! Tomorrow I get to go have the packing taken out and see [...]
A milestone, or just a really heavy rock?
24 September 2007That day is approaching…September 26, 2007. 4 years ago I renewed my drivers’ license and thought to myself “Man, I am going to be OLD when I renew this again!”. Well, here I am!
It’s disheartening to realize that the best years of your life are behind you. Scary to think that you have reached the [...]
