Funny how we forget that we are real...we are all creatures that do more than just exist. I feel like my family finds me tedious and boring, uninteresting. It takes a few days spent with other less jaded people to remember that am I am lively, funny, slightly crazy, spontaneous person. Who else is willing to moonwalk on command...10 times in one evening?

And don't get me started on fashion sense. Yes, I have plenty. Why is there reason to show it just to sit at home all evening and watch TV or watch someone sleep? I guess my sense isn't good enough, people need to look elsewhere for advice. Maybe it's time I start looking elsewhere myself for some advice. One thing is for certain - I am rediscovering my zany side and my personality is coming back. Too bad those closest to me will have to miss out.

This too shall pass

That is my daily mantra. Dont sweat the small stuff, because life can be snuffed out in an instant! Do you want to lay somehwere dying, knowing that the last real conversation you had was degrading someone else? Yeah, that'll score you some good points up above! I don't want to die with a bad taste in my mouth, so I will say to myself over and over again

This too shall pass

I refuse to be unappreciated. Hah, easier said than done! I appreciate myself, I know I have many good qualities even though some poeple may insist that I have none. I say look deeper into yourself before pointing  fingers. I have many many many many many many many faults. I also have a handful off good points that some people tend to ignore. They are there, they do exist!

This too shall pass

Tomorrow is a new day. Can I forgive yet again? Am I even being forgiven? Or is there yet another grudge being held against me?

This too shall pass

...and if it doesn't...life goes on! There is so much more out there, so much life to be lived, I don't want to spend my days on earth hating myself and thinking I have no good qualities.

Pep talk over!

I feel better now.