Crunch Time Approaching.
Today is September 30, actually it is almost Oct. 1st (in 35 minutes!). In less than 18 days I will be showing at Congress. It is crunch time. Time to make the sacrifices of time and energy...to go out there and ride and work the patterns no matter how tired I am or how much I just want to go home and relax. Time to get on that treadmill and run run run and build up my stamina and strength.
Everything seems to be lining up and pointing towards success. This is dangerous, makes me believe my dreams might actually be doable. WAKE UP!!!
I didn't need buckets of stress like I got this morning...but then when does anyone actually need stress? I cannot change my basic self. To give this up would be giving up my life and who I am. Why should someone make me change myself and remove a part of me that is necessary, like air and water? It is so wrong...and it really makes me take a step back and think about things.
