On edge...
I feel very on edge today. It's like I am waiting, waiting for something BIG to happen. Not sure if the 'big' is a good big or bad big. I feel something impending....anticipation for an event I know nothing about. It's a weird feeling. What is going to happen? A tragedy - a death, an accident, a spot of trouble? Or something really neat - a surprise visit, and windfall of money, a breakthrough in training?
I might just be on edge from lack of sleep. I have averaged about 4 hours a night since this weekend. That's not quite sufficient for me! I look forward to the day when I have an evening to sit and relax and play. Right now, it's paint paint paint as soon as I get home (and eat dinner). If I am not painting, I am furiously writing music. If I am not writing music or painting, I am probably cleaning stalls. Oh yeah, and there's that full-time job thing also LOL!
Maybe I am on edge because Christmas is coming. I have so many things I want to do, so little money to do it with, so little time to get it done. So little time left for the bands to learn their Christmas music. Whine whine!
And if only I could remember how to set up a dang Excel spreadsheet, things would be a lot easier right now!!!
