MORE

I need more time

I need more money

I need more love

I need more peace

I need more faith

More more more !

I wonder if we are ever really satisfied in life. There have been so many things I have wanted and/or needed in life, past and present. It seems whenever I become blessed and what  want, I actually get, then I just want MORE. That doesn't make for a very satisfying life.

But then again...if we stop wanting, we are dead. If we stop needing, then there is something wrong with us.

Time

I need more time. More time to not only go to work, but time to ride my horses, work out at the Y, watch a few TV programs, paint my art orders, spend time with Kevin, keep up with my family, practice my trumpet, plink on the piano, clean my desk, etc., etc.

Money

I need more money. More money to pay my bills, upgrade my truck, enter more horse shows, take more trips, buy some new clothes, buy some new shoes, pay my bills, pay my bills, and pay my bills.

Love

I need more love. I need to feel more loved, to feel valuable again, to feel wanted, to feel needed. I need to walk in the door and feel the love surround me. I need the security of knowing that no matter what mistakes I make, there is someone that will always love me for who and what I am - those obscure little good qualities that I have that only they can see.

Peace

I need more peace. I need to be able to sleep at night. I need to be able to wake up in the morning with anticipation rather than dread. I need to be able to walk into my house and feel at home. I need a peaceful, loving, kind home without the fights, nitpicking arguments, and talking behind your back.

Faith

I definitely need more faith. Faith in God, faith in myself, faith in knowing that whatever He throws at me, I am perfectly capable of handling because He made me strong. Faith in knowing that there is love in my life even if I can't physically see or touch it.